I dont know who i am, but i know iam someone in many people lives whether good, bad or neutral.
I dont know what i am doing, but iam doing something, whether it keeps me mentally disturbed or peaceful.
I dont know where i am going in life, but i am going, going somewhere even if its a dead end, i will try again.
My mind and body may consist of so much beauty, but they have suffered the most by my selfish decisions. they have rebelled against me. i continue to play lost and found with myself.
I have witness myself break and heal.
I can tell many stories or my greatness and achievement coinciding with my mistakes and many flaws.
I am not always happy with myself, sometimes ashamed to look in the mirror. Ive always been my worst enemy & critic.
I have hurt many people who’s tried to help me.
I have revenge those who brought me down.
I have lived in bitter and resent.
I have loved, hated, laughed, cried, screamed, silenced. 
i am human. i am true to me. i am melinda.